Buat Sekian Kalinya

Salam semua.
Dah lama tak menulis, so harini teringat nak menulis.
It's December people, and we almost come to the end of the year 2013. How fast time flies.

And speaking of new year, there's something that definitely increases every year, which is, AGE!
Yeah, everyone knows that Naddy, blerggghhh.
So, proportionally, the amount of questions of "bila nak kawen?', "dah ada calon ke belum?"  etc. etc. will no doubt increase as well. Siapa setuju? Ya, sila angguk.
Buat sekian kalinya, ingin saya tegaskan bahawa, kalau saya dah ada calon and dah nak kawen, maka akanku kirimkan undangan, agar kau tak berharap. Eh maaf. Teringat lagu ni pulak eheheh. *betul ke lirik lagu tu?*

Pada kengkawan yang telah berumahtangga, I am happy for you, yes I am. And jealous as well, hee. Siapa yang taknak kawen kan? Eh ade jugak dak. OK la sekarang aku nak cerita pasal aku.
The thing is, bila tengok kengkawan tie the knot, sebok rasa nak kawen jugak. But when ada orang masuk meminang, asudah, mula lah gelabah tak tentu pasal. Gabra tokleh buat ape dah. Choppp! Takde orang pinang aku lagi weh, but yeah, almost there. Merisik is what they call, isn't it?

So I did my istikharah, and still doing now, asking Him whether I'm ready for this or not, asking Him whether he is the one or not. And do pray for me, people. Ibu cakap "takpe kalau lelaki tu besungguh-sungguh, jangan kita yang lebih-lebih." Bukan nak cakap this should be one-sided ke apa kan, but women tend to give her all and if dah heartbroken nanti, mula la meroyan kan. *ok this does not apply to every women, I'm sorry, it's just generally*

When I see him making efforts and sounds so serious about this matter, somehow I feel assured. Tu lah pempuan, cepat aje cair ye. Hahaha. Thank you, mister!

But kita hanya boleh plan kan, yet HE is the greatest planner. May Allah ease us and bring us closer in His will, in His way. Ameen.