Salam and hi all.
I reread my previous post (and it was so long time ago, meh). I found out that I was trying to preach about how we must appreciate things we have now, and not looking for more. And I suddenly realised that I am not practicing it. I am clearly looking out for more. Hmm. Why?
I can't find the answer. For whom it may concern, I am truly sorry. This might sound like an excuse, but I just can't go on. Sometimes, the heart has reasons that reasoning wouldn't understand. The instinct drives you beyond your thinking capabilities.
I just hope that the mistakes I did will become my lesson, and a lesson to you as well. May you find your happiness in an effortless way and may it wash off your resentment towards me. I pray to The Almighty Allah to send you strength and bless you all the way.
