Ajarkanku bahagia

"Duka ini adalah anak anak sepi
Pada rumah sebuah puisi;
Diam mereka di tangga kata serangkap nestapa
Penyajak itu tidak lagi tahu bagaimana mahu mengeja bahagia."

Aku copy paste ye puisi ni, bukan aku yang tulis.
Sangat pendek, tapi sangat mendalam.
Aku suka, dan aku paham.

Damn!

Aku baru perasan yang takde entry untuk bulan sembilan haritu, demmmm! Well nevermind, I'm writing now. Besok aku ade exam sebenarnya, tapi memandangkan blog ni nampak tandus dan gersang, I decided to write tonight.

Actually what triggered me tonight was Ibu's text just now. She suddenly popped up a die-hard question, "who are you now with? Ibu tengok rancak je message balik hari tu..." in other words, "who's your boyfriend? I need to know". Damn!

And all I can say was "nobody. semua kawan biasa je" which is entirely the truth, ladies and gentlemen. Seriously. Dah masuk group forever alone sekarang, heh. But she continued, "so akak dah break off la dengan #tetttt# ??" Damn! Face palm.

Mom, I just don't feel like talking about it, especially now. It ruined my day, well, it was actually ruined already by Dr Todung's class (right in the middle of my nap time). Duhhhhh. Okay, back to the story, aku pun dengan selamba rock jawab "haah. didn't he tell you already?"

Silence.

Ibu tak reply dah. Aku selamat untuk malam ni. I guess.